Protected: Update
August 27, 2010
365 Project
June 3, 2010
Dang, sooo many people these days are getting into photography! Everyone spending hundreds of dollars on cameras!!! dang… I wish I could get one… but then again, I would want the old school camera I used in Photo 1 and Photo 2 back in high school with a dark room to accompany it š
Many people are doing 365 photo project (a picture a day). I’ve decided to apply that project to something else: QT’s.
A daily journal, going through books in the Bible, to keep my accountable and keep me consistent in my thirst for knowledge through the word. I hope it goes well!!
First Book: 1 Corinthians. :]
I’m excited
-little lu
Meditation
May 3, 2010
So I just got back from Naked Saturday night, and I’m planning on writing this whole big blog about my AMAZING experience at Naked. But this is not that post. This post is my plan of action AFTER what I learned on Naked.
One of the personal things I learned from Naked is that I really need time to pray and meditate and escape from this world. Find peace in God and truly depend on Him and only Him. So for the next three days, I’m going to fast. It’s going to be hard; I’ve never done it more than a day. But I think that it’s something that I need to do.
“According to your faith
will it be done to you”
Matthew 9:29
According to MY faith, it will be either easy or hard. It’s MY choice. So through my God given authority, and through my faith in Him, I believe that this will be easy and it will break me in a way that I need to be broken.
So please pray for me. I’m going to need a lot of prayer and support.
-little lu
So Faithful
April 13, 2010
So this past week, I’ve been SUPER stressed out and I’ve been in the weirdest mood in which, I just don’t care. I’ve had a million things to deal with, and I continually chose to not deal with it at all, all leading up to this one moment when I just feel tired, and exhausted, and completely broken down.
It’s funny because I’m really good at faking it. Around people, I can pretend like EVERYTHING’s okay because I just ignore my problems and focus on something else. Around some people, I just let go; I let my feelings show and I show how upset, frustrated, and how defeated I feel.
This past week especially, I’ve been so consumed with soooooo many obligations and it’s just been thing after thing after thing; literally driving me insane.Ā On top of that, I was slowly falling behind on my school work, didn’t have enough sleep, missed home like CRAZY, and missed my parents so much, I called them twice a day, everyday. And this week, I have no rest: picnic day work day after day, school work up the wazoo, and, again, I can’t go home, aka, more home-sickness to come. PLUS, I had a lot of personal issues that I’ve been dealing with, which definitely amplified everything bad to worse to dreadful to pure awful.
Here’s the thing that’s kinda keeping me alive at this point:
“No temptation has seized youĀ except
what is common to man. And God is
faithful; He will not let you be tempted
beyond whatĀ you can bear. But when
you areĀ tempted, He will also provide a
way out so that you can stand up under it.”
– 1 Corinthians 10:13
That was our memory verse for dt last week. It amazes me how faithful God is and how He continually shows us how much He loves us. Of course He is there for us and provides us a way out from temptation, but just in general, God is constantly there for us to lean on, for us to depend on Him; We can “be still” (Psalm 46:10) and He will take care of us because He loves us.
Life isn’t supposed to be easy; there will always be temptations, struggles, conflicts, wars within ourselves and with others. However, the important thing to realize is to know that God only challenges us with the things we can handle. No matter how much we feel like giving up, that motivation is there saying “You can do it!”
So this week, it’s going to be hard. It’s going to kick me in the butt. And it’s going to be a fight. But I know God is with me and “I can do anything through Him who gives me strength.” – Philippians 4:13
-little lu
It’s that time of funk again.
April 4, 2010
HAPPY EASTER!!!!!
the morning started out wonderful; got up and went to church. Somewhere in the middle, I got into the weirdest funk. Like… after service, I was in the weirdest mood and… I don’t even know!!!
When I got back to the dorms, I was seriously SO confused because I was so happy because it’s Easter, and then… suddenly I wasn’t joyful anymore. I was in such a “whatever” mood. I crawled into my bed, did some homework, gave up, and napped. I woke up, still feeling freaking useless and weird, watched remember the titans which made my day a little better, and now… I’m back to homework and back to feeling crappy… What the heck is wrong with me?!?
I hate getting into funks; I feel like it takes me forever to get out of them. THE WEATHER ISN’T HELPING EITHER!!! Makes me freaking sad š¦
… Hopefully I get out of this funk like… tomorrow morning.
-little lu
I Don’t Love You
March 18, 2010
“I don’t love you. I can’t love you. As a matter of fact, I don’t WANT to love you.”
Dang. Harsh words, right? But keep reading; first impressions can be deceitful puahaha.
So, yesterday night, my musicalĀ soul-mate, Mr. Sam Lim, and I weren’t studying… but procrastinating through the use of Youtube. Oh what fun š Some time between 1 and 2am, he sent me a link to a guitarĀ genius who played a guitar instrumental medley of Michael Jackson’s top hits. After witnessing the amazing-ness of this guy, I replied to Sam saying “Oh myy… I fell in like with him.”
Naturally, Sam made fun of me and how I said “I’m in like,” instead of “I’m in love,” leading to a conversation on how… desensitized the word Love has become.
I tried to write about this… but I can’t say it better than this person:
“I don’t love you
I can’t love you
As a matter of fact,
I don’t want to love you…
I need to love you”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5VVGwmchH8
All in all, the fact of the matter is, we have used “love” sooo naturally and on a daily basis, that it’s become a word that gets casually thrown around. Me? I Love God, I Love my family, and I Love life. Nothing else can compare. And it is my goal to stop using “love” unless I truly mean it.
back to studying -___-
-little lu
I got rebuked :(
March 13, 2010
Beauty of Mathematics. THIS IS SO COOL!!!
March 9, 2010
Beauty of Mathematics
1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321
1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10=Ā 1111111111
9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888
Brilliant, isn’t it?
And look at this symmetry:
1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 =Ā 123454321
111111 x 111111 =Ā 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 =Ā 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321
Now, take a look at this…
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you toĀ GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
Here’s a little mathematical formula that might help
answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
If:Ā
H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K
8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%
And:Ā
K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E
11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%
But:Ā
A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E
1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%
THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude willĀ get you there, It’s theĀ Love of GodĀ that will put you over the top!
It’s up to you if you share this with your friends & loved ones just
the way I did..
Have a nice day & God bless!!
My friend Jo sent me this and it’s SO FREAKING cool!!!! truly, love of GOD lets us give 101% to everything!!! amazing š
-little lu
Chapel 03.04.2010
March 5, 2010
First time I felt “light” and free in a really long time.
Cried. Tears. Relief. Ā Burden-free.
God is truly amazing.
Chapel 03.04.2010
-little lu
said, āand I will make you
fishers of men.ā
Matthew 4:19